Lady in the light and a freak in the night.
24, too many ramblings, single, not so sure about the term 'falling in love forever'.
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I understand why he did what he does;
she’s just like me.
I met her yesterday night. We talked and I definitely understand why he’s madly into her.
No, not that she’s like me, but more like she makes him happier.
She smokes, she loves cocktails, she’s fun to be with, she love to laugh and she laughed it all out, she’s shy but she’s actually talkative and such an honest person; you can see her true colors in 1 meeting, she likes to cling over to him, she’s pretty, she knows how to dress up and down, she’s amazing.
Seeing her with him is like seeing that guy with me; that guy that I have an affair with. I guess the case is exactly the same.
She smokes with him, they smoke together;
she drinks with him, and he knows how to control himself while letting her keeps on drinking if she want to.
She told me that she only have 1 life. So why not enjoys it. Why she have to quit smoking even though she only has 1 kidney’s left.
She’s bright and her eyes sparkles when she talks. She gave that kind of comfort feeling; and most of all she shows her affection to him. In public, in front of everyone without any embarrassment; without any restrains to her actions.
She told me that she’s 37, while I’m 24 and that I still have a long way to go.
Both of them got that age difference, though it is not too far.
He will kisses her every 30 seconds; her bare shoulder, her cheeks, and her lips.
I thought that maybe their madly into each other since this is only been going on for 6 months, but then she shows me a photo of her and him and said
“And this is the love of my life!”
While laughing, and I’m looking at the photo of him and her posing silly.
'The love of my life?'
What makes her so sure about that, I wonder.
I understand or as per my own understanding that his wife did not really enjoy drinking and don’t smoke.
That his wife bores him at the end of the day.
That he is missing something, maybe a cheerful person that he feels really comfortable with, or maybe just someone that he can go all out with.
That his wife may be more elegant, and don’t show any kinds of public affection.
That he and she shares the same interests in thinking and showing their love.
I don’t know for sure, this is just a rough guess.
But at least after seeing her, I got a better understanding.
There’s a man I know, who told me about marriage.
Who told me that you have to work for your relationship in a marriage; that you have to explore and do lots of new things so that you won’t get bored with your partner for life.
He told me as if everything is possible, that true love does exist and it depends on you; how would you maintain it to be as true as it is.
Then I heard this few days ago:
That he have a girlfriend in Germany (of which he came from).
I was a bit shocked.
He’s married and she’s married, and they’ve been together for the past 6 months.
They both have a problem in their marriage.
So what does that implies?
True love and even maintaining true love is too hard?
I haven’t asked him, I don’t dare to since he’s a business partner of mine and that asking him about his life is none of my business.
What do I learned?
I’m not sure.
I have my respect for him, but like a shadows in the night that disappear when the morning comes, I kind of lost it.
He’s blessed with 2 gorgeous children’s with stunning accomplishments and a very beautiful wife.
Isn’t that enough?
I thought, while sipping my sour lemon tea and smoking a pack of menthol cigarettes.
There are factors like he always travels around etc. that off-course may or may not be the reason why he is doing what he is doing now.
Then again that is none of my business, nor that affects my relationship with him as mere business partner.
But seriously he said that it is something serious about this relationship.
But then again he’s been married for more than 15 years and he can’t overcome his trouble so it stays and he did what he does until now.
And so I’m just wondering what it will be next.
The mistress with a husband on her own and the lover who’s desperate for a new fresh breeze of another woman.
I thought, for a moment; that true love may not exist at all and the fact that you’d stayed put with your oh-so-called-true-love is just a big fat lie.
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As weird as it may sound but I kind of miss him.
The way he’d spoils me with the things I like and let me do whatever I please.
The way he’d say how sexy my voice is when I moaned; and how he like it when I moaned.
The way he’d let me rest on his body and just lazying around.
The way we laugh together and the way he secretly takes countless photos of me and my weird expressions.
Then he’ll laugh unstoppably and let me look at the photos; but then he’ll get so mad when I secretly deleting some of the photos.
The way that he drives and the way that he’s always there most of the time to pick me up and knowingly knows when I’m just too lazy to drive.
I could have a normal relationship with him, but somethings aren’t meant to bound together; just like me and him.
He is too much and I may be less; of what we both expected.
I hope he’s happy now,
I hope he’d stop drinking every night to let go of the ghost of me lingering behind his thoughts.
I hope he’d understand, if its meant to be then it is meant to be.
I’ve never really write about him, or even though I did; he’ll think I’m writing about somebody else.
Tonight I’ll make an exception, there are places that I could imagine that it is the places that me and him could go to together, places with wine and sofas; places that is too cozy, just like the way he feels to me sometimes.
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